Lina
Past tense
Saturday, October 06, 2007
was working ytd n 2dae. host seems to be the better n relaxing job to others but to me.. i dont tink so~ stressed up by impatient customers and ... Ytd n 2dae is like scolding and reprimanding days. alrite! i admit they r correcting me but can they use a better way? i am new to the environment , menu..wateva. its not my fault. tats reasons..not excuses and i admit some i did wrong. Not all ! 'hate to be hated' !.. i seems to be causing problems for other crew.. got scolded b'cos of me? n they show me black face.wat e hell.. making me damn upset. i dont wish to cause those problem , isnt it.. u tink i enjoy getting chided , blamed .. etc? everyone is unhappy wif me .. finding any gd reasons to scold me , pick on me. only the chinese were gd to me.. tat particular malay guy.. the first dae i was at the same station wif him.. i noe he don like me cos i'm a trainee .. i onli add on to his 'burden'. he's a racist.other malays guy were great. so frenly ! ok.. i shall just emphasize tat its onli him who dont like me.the rest neutral~ seriously!i'm upset.. tats wat i mean *something not gd tat happen*.. i'm quitting? will c.. i could take it no more ! i'm too emo.. i supposed. just one crew make me upset , unhappy , etc ! just b'cos i'm new.. all were acting as if my boss. asking me do tis , tat ..teaching me in a not frenly way.